Behavior is a mirror in which every one displays his own image. ~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Tenganan is a traditional village in Bali, located in Karangasem district in east of Bali. It is one among three of Bali Aga, besides Trunyan and Sembiran. Bali Aga means village life that still live according to tradition inherited by their ancestors. The building architecture, yard, the building placement, even the temple is made by following their old tradition.
After Rejang, they prepared to pray in holy temple in the sacred area on the hill. Rejang is a traditional dance performs only by virgins in annual ceremony.
Tenganan people mostly live as farmers in padi field, but they also do handicraft. Some of their specialization are bamboo weaving, carving, and painting on burned lontar leaf. But one specialty the Tenganan people well known for is Gringsing cloth that is made by double ikat, which is the only one in Indonesia. This Gringsing fabric sometimes have aged hundreds of years since they were inherited through generations so the price is also worth hundreds million Rupiah. To appreciate such artistic heritage one must witness the way they live, attend their annual ceremonies, or watch how they weave the Gringsing.
Enroute to attend Rejang, the girls in Tenganan walked in gringsing, their traditional hand woven fabric. The head decorations are made of gold material inherited from their ancestor. Ricoh GXR A12 with Heliar 20/4.
Rejang. Shot with Ricoh GXR A12 & Heliar 20/4. The color was in camera enhanced, no photoshop applied. When I came here to document this ceremony it was rainy season, and sometimes I shoot under rainy conditions with not enough lights. The ambience was so traditional and the cloudy, rainy day also made it more interesting to document. My approach is simple, shoot quietly with no flash, just available light.
Walked through the rain they fulfilled ceremonial prayer on the hill where their sacred temple is. Ricoh GXR A12 + Nokton 50/1.1 Lights came from the lamp they carried.
Every year they will have many ceremonies, some are well known and opened for public or tourists, but some are not, as some are sacred and not barely open to public.
I went there in 2011 and considered lucky as they were uninstalling the wooden swing so I had a chance to photographed the moment.
Canon 550D with 18-55 kit lens. PP in Photoshop.
Early this year they also held Rejang and Abuang ceremony and it was an amazing moment to be witnessed.
You have to go to Tenganan several times annualy in order to get the whole series of their rituals and ceremonies, even many more times if one about to get full story with many images.
Here are some of images I took from several visits to Tenganan, Bali. Enjoy !!!
To Be Continued
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How do you measure success in some one’s life ? Is it by how much materials he/she possess, the outer appearance, financial statement each month, health, dream come true, or is there anything deeper than those things ?
I have been a photography enthusiast for nearly 28 years now and in commercial photography for 20 years. Being an amateur one is easy, I just shoot whatever comes to mind, do it according to my taste even when others consider my art as nonsense, and carry on with my life. On the other side, being a commercial photographer is completely different matter. I read lots of how to, do’s and don’t in professional photography from books and magazines before I got into it. There’s so much rules and even if they are easy to apply, I live on the other side of globe which means most of the rules are not applied in here. So in the end, I could just lived with it and keep going for that moment. After several years shooting varieties of objects, from consumer goods, industrial, food and beverages, people, architecture, machineries, etc, unconsciously I began to forget who I am, of my true identity as a photographer, of my most desirable object in photography.
Years rolled on and all I gained from each assignment was only money, and a slight sparks of pride when my images appeared in print ads or other media. That’s all. What I didn’t realize was I killed my true self and passion inside. I wouldn’t know it until in 2005 I became a total robot photographer, yes, someone who just shooting for money, nothing more.
Don’t you think it’s strange when I wanted to do a still life, something I love the most but the moment I see through the viewfinder, all I felt was a stressful feeling. It really struck me deep and only by luck I finally find the mistake.
I met a fellow photographer and he talked lots of phylosophy to me, sharing his inner thought and encourage me in pure way a friend can be. Needless to say he’s one of the succesful photographer at the time. He’s also into general photography as everyone does in Indonesia.
Slowly I progressed through painful trial and error again to find my inner self back. You see, being in commercial photography will dictates you what may or may not be done in order to survive, it’s like someone has filtered your mind. You just shoot in a way or more like everybody else does. If the trend of some style is in, you better be able to do it. This circumstances drove my mind like a robot and for years I couldn’t listen to my heart in creating an image. This was disaster to me and made me a stressful impotent photographer.
After some encounters with my friend, I tried to make images not using my brain but more of a heart inspired. It’s tough at first but slowly I could build a new way of working and honestly it was really a huge relief. I began to feel happy about my images even if it’s not been paid. I became my self again, dare to apply my ideas instantly into the image and I gained back my lost years as a robot, now as a full self respect photographer. Lots of experienced occured during 2005-2007 that brought new path to my liberation in my photography. I couldn’t thank enough my friend for what happened in my life.
Ever since 2005 my horizon was widened and I got some famous client that truly is a company with professionals. Usually when a company hire you to shoot their products, the boss would be the one who meet you or look up at your portfolio, dealing with the price and in the end is the final decision about hiring you or not.
But once in my life this time they sent a professional brand image manager to meet me and saw my portfolio. She was the one who decide to hire me, not because of my price but because my photography style suit her concept for the intended campaign. Later the marketing department would called me and asked for a quotation for the campaign. And the boss was not directly involved in negotiation. The session also ran smoothly with a manager in charge during photo session. This is the company I long to work for in any time of my life.
And obviously they never ask such thing as “what camera you use, what lights brand you use etc.” What they care is whether your image could help promote their product and become a strong marketing tool.
What I learned in the next stage was it is also important to find my self identity, of who I am and what am I suppose to shoot as a photographer. As I believe each persons have each purpose on this earth to accomplish as we complete each other to create harmonious life on earth. So the search of my true self went deeper and deeper.
After several nervous breakdown and a stroke in 2007, in August 2010 I went to Bali on a spiritual journey to rediscover my self. You can read it here : https://storythroughthelens.wordpress.com/2012/03/21/travel-journal-resurrection-in-bali-part-1/ and here : https://storythroughthelens.wordpress.com/2012/03/22/travel-journal-resurrection-in-bali-part-2/ also here : https://storythroughthelens.wordpress.com/2012/04/14/travel-journal-resurrection-in-bali-part-3/
May be my odyssey is not done yet, as I always have a tendency to seek more, to discover more just like a child who is willing to learn, craving for more.
The path to liberation is not smooth and easy as we all have the tendency to live or hide in our comfort zone. It’s truly take a brave man to get out of his comfort zone to discover who he really is, to find a revelation about who he is. We live in an internet era when you can gain access to enourmous unlimited information anytime anywhere. Who you are, where you want to be, what you want to do next, is just a matter of a click away. Frankly I went to travel also with no cash and surely not in an ideal situation physically, financially, emotionally, but I dare my self to move on to next level, it’s been too long I stay in a nutshell and stay in my bored little world. So I am a happier person now with improved relationship with my wife, and two sons, have a better career in commercial photography with contracts and as am writing this, have a blog of my dream and can write my own article/stories which I learned from free ebook by Farnoosh Brooke here : http://clicks.aweber.com/y/ct/?l=CC816&m=LufS3Rf346VMCR&b=FXVC8_NTaP6FEJLazMj7Eg and about blogging here : http://www.howtomakemyblog.com/.
My other inspiration and also a buddy of mine is Doddy and I would like to express my gratitude to him, he is truly an amazing photographer, he has been through the craziest life turmoil and got out of the pit, alive and kicking ! And he helped me out, as well, and it’s amazing to have a help from fellow photographer. We discuss our dreams together, share our troubles, blockages and many more. You can check him out here : http://www.facebook.com/doddy.obenk he have plenty of amazing images in there.
It is pretty rare to have a fellow photographer who is willing to listen to your problem and giving some hints with a pure heart with no slight envious breath in them. We still keep in touch everyday and shoot some cultural events together.
Well my story end here but the struggle to be a better person will continue on, for other people, to share my talent, my skill and my passion about photography.
The late Maestro Jro Gadung Arwati. The famous Wiranatha dance took her travel around the world.
The cold wind blew softly and the leaves of the trees surrounding the yard of Puri Agung Peliatan also danced with the flow. Some Japanese guests already took their seats. Some people from Japanese magazine and media also attended and busy with their camera. I walked around and familiarized my self with some angles provided for photographers and media. We can only shoot from marked spots at the two corners of front stage, so audience wouldn’t be interupted. Time flew and less empty seats left. The ambience was perfect and I could sense a feeling of euphoria in my head. What a great moment ! I was in the center of Balinese art of dance where it was born.
In search for my inner self spiritually after crisis hit me in 2010, I traveled to Bali, the land of gods and spirits, and attended “Langse”, an event of classic Balinese performance art in Peliatan, on August 28-29th 2010 which was presented by Yayasan Intan Budaya Negeri. I was invited by Doddy Obenk, a photographer who resides in Bali and involved much in local cultural growth and development, especially in Peliatan. He has been covering Balinese culture for long and work together with maestros of dance in Peliatan. It’s a long story and only those who know his dedication could appreciate his passion and love towards Balinese art. You can view his photography here : http://www.obenkografie.com/ and art program here : http://www.tetamian.org/ also his Facebook in here : http://www.facebook.com/doddy.obenk
After shooting scenes in backstage a day earlier the feeling of energy was even stronger as they were approaching the opening of this event. Little did I know about shooting dance photography but Doddy taught me to pay attention to the music, just recognize the music and its allure will tell also the movement of the dancers. I tried to cope with that and only can get perhaps a little hint. Long way to go I thought.
Regardless of my first time shooting art performance in Bali, I felt absolutely comfortable and could enjoy both watching and shooting at once. Leaving all the technical stuff behind all I did was cliking the shutter all along the show. The years of unfeeded passion in me had peaked and finally I drowned in blissful realm in Puri Agung Peliatan, a spiritual and an art ambience blended together. Stains of corrupted mind gradually fell off and I could felt the sense of happiness and satisfaction again. Living as a photographer with no identity for 13 years was like a robotic life. Now as I could sense the good object with good feeling the rest was just easy.
Maestro dance I Gusti Ayu Raka Rasmi performing Legong dance. August 2010.
The whole performance was just like a kind of long story unfolded and as the show went on I could caught the decisive moment along. It’s like path traveled and we have plenty of views left and right side. It was our decision whether to record the scenery of just enjoy the sight seeing. My main purpose was finding my long lost soul in photography while sharing about this journey to everybody in this world. So, shooting was part of the journey.
The other thing I absorbed was the spiritual aspect of Balinese people. They are surrounded by lots of religious symbols, rituals and any kind of people’s lives are also attached to religious value. Karma is the teaching in Hindu religion and it reflect into people’s behaviour thus scuplting the image of Balinese in the region. I never felt at peace and comfortable at once besides in Bali, the sense of safety, peaceful, comfort, and spiritual all in one place. It’s Bali way.
Ida Bagus began studying Baris dance since very young age under the mentorship of his uncle Ida Bagus Kompiang. He learned Kebyar Duduk dance from I Ketut Maria and he became most inspired by it. It is his specialization in such a way that almost every village in Bali requested his presence to dance the Kebyar as a prayer and tribute to meet their vows to Sang Hyang Widhi, the God. He danced before Soekarno and representing this country by his performance through out Europe, Asia, America, and Japan. I heard that the foundation Intan Budaya Negeri is going have a very special event in May for him. Please check the information on the program in www.tetamian.org for further details.
What I learned from commercial photography was we do our best applying technique, hours of experience, knowledge, style through good promotion and marketing in order to survive especially in this digital age. So the main cause is an effort to gain more jobs in order to get more income. It is completely different realm when I met Ida Bagus Oka Wirjana my self, his passion toward his calling had boosted his spirit to give himself more in Balinese culture which in turn brings him respect and acknowledge without him sweating for it. As the saying goes “give so ye shall be given”, it seems Balinese religious background have more cause for good deed and that’s what they call it karma.
After 10 days in Bali I went home completely exhausted, caught a mild flu, and needed long rest, but I also brought back wonderful experience loaded with mixed of culture, historical and spiritual value from the land of the Gods, Bali. I would never be the same person anymore. It seems my search for my lost identity had been fruitful though it doesn’t mean I will stop my odyssey. Thank you very much Bali. Om Santhi, Santhi, Santhi Om.